Trust me when I say I really, really don't like these kinds of posts...

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...but one of my favorite fics is just gone, vanished. I've spent a good 30 minutes looking through the archives and using the search function to find it, but it's flat-out been deleted (whoever did it must have done it intentionally, though; I've noticed that even people who delete their accounts still have entries up.

Anyway, I don't remember the title or the author, but I know it was prompted from this post (I was not a member of this community at the time, however, the list of "20 most common sexual fantasies" was part of the fic).

Basically it was Stephen and Jon doing an extensive roleplay of Jon being a hooker, and Stephen being a client. And it was probably one of the hottest things I've read; I'm pretty sure I've quoted it irl.

I realize that the author probably wanted it deleted, but if they, or anyone else out there has a copy of this fic, or maybe I've gone crazy and didn't look hard enough for it, please, please post a link to an entry or document. Thank you.

I am a very silly person, and also paranoid.

Books and Their Covers -COMPLETE

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Title: Books and Their Covers

Series: TDS, TCR

Pairing: J/S

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: non-consensual sex, violence, abuse, D/S relationship

Word Count: ~20K

Author: ntjnke

Disclaimer: ( Standard Disclaimer )

Special Thanks: Copious, heartfelt thanks to celli_puzzle, random_fandom93, and myownghost for their willingness to wade, often multiple times, through this story for me. Without their hard work and thoughtful critiques, this story would have been a self-indulgent typespiel instead of the cohesive story it is. Thank you so much, ladies. All remaining errors are mine.

Summary: There is always, always, a breaking point. However, if you are very lucky, there will be someone who is not only willing to put the pieces back together, but will recognize the value in doing so.

Author’s Note: This story is a rewrite and completion of several stories I posted to LJ months ago.

I can do this, Stephen Colbert thought to himself…